2nd Feb 2011. 020211. 174th post. New year's eve. January passed by soooooooooo quickly.  First day of school, CCA orientation, Public Speaking Course, GESS Camp 2011 Sec 1s, E-learning, WeiJie(Chong), Shelly, Haomin, Kerry, Lili etc de birthdays pass by le. This month was full of ups and downs, lefts and rights, happiness and sadness, joy and despair, fun and obstacles. Overall, this month was 80% fun. Memorable events like CCA Orientation, GESS Camp and today's late for school incident are all part of my Jan 2011 experience.

As for my results, few weeks ago got a overall result slip. L1B5 was 14. Just right hit target. But after being AVA crew, usher, attending courses and all. I realised maybe Angie Lee Anqi isn't that good at multi-tasking anymore? I began to discover the original me. The me that cant handle stress well and the me that is always in a dilemma, the me that's always trying to act strong by taking on extra roles when I cant manage my own. I'm getting less sleep. Waking up late. Getting lesser time to revise for my tests. Getting bad grades for my tests.

But if I back out now. Many of my past "dreams" will be crushed. Temporarily now, I've decided to do more work by hopefully, being able to do my own revision. Even at the cost of losing sleep. I remember I used to laugh at Mavis' eyebags. But I can understand how it feels like le.

Ok. Enough of emo statements le. PB camp taught me "two thanks, one sorry" I'll spend the rest my time writing to those people who I think I should write to here.  Im not being bias by writing whoever's name here first. Its just that I have the most to say to him/her.

Huda- HUDADADADADA.... I wanna say THANK YOU first. For the past 1yr ++ you have been my best partner in "crime" and maybe one of my best listeners. Yesterday,when Luyao and the rest were discussing about the class tee part. I wanted to join in to help you. But I backed out. Because I didn't have the "guts" I didn't have the courage because I was afraid I'll meet with history again. Afraid that I'll mess up again. Thank you for your personality. The "righteous" personality that will say words that really hurt people. But also words that can really slap one awake. Thank you for your random words/jokes. Sorry for being over bossy, harsh, direct, hot headed at times. I know its my weakness. But its tough to change. I'll try. I'll really try.

Luyao-I remember the first time I saw you. My first impression was "wah.dajieda. cannot kaciao her.later gg liao"  But after covering events with you,joked with you,did funny stuff with you,communicated with you, I realised you are one fine example of "never judge a book by its cover" I never saw your "leadership" side (although im not really worthy to say anything about leadership.im a turtle myself) but yesterday,after seeing what you did to get the class tee done, my mind was like "wow.luyao hid her powers really well.peifu peifu." you don't like the three letter "O" word, so I'll use eat more rice than us.

Kerry- My "naggy fillet o fish+milo" xiaojie. First things first.Why your brain react soooo fast even if trouble arrives? But don't take it seriously. I'm just praising you in another way so I'll feel better.You're not naggy. Its just that you have more "common sense" so you'll tend to share them with us? Your "knowledge" that you share with us work most of the time. Like the honey milk tea to help sore throat. This method works. And I think its been around eight months since you told me that? But thank you for your tolerance. Which is awfully high. One more thing. Eat more ah! So skinny. Later SG got typhoon. You kena blown away then you know.Just joking. XP

Lijun- Emo Gugu....  I salute you for your ability to stay quiet. I think even if a fire breaks out or even if the sky is falling, I don't think you'll scream. Everytime I kaciao you. Your expression will still remain the same. But thank you for cheering me up indirectly. Your cuteness sometimes really makes me smile at times. One last thing. Talk more! I know you have alot of words to say.

MengDie- MaJie.... Sometimes your huachi scares me. But you have a unique personality. Although you are abit "kiasu" so you tend to call me and ask alooot of questions when its related to PB. And the most recent event I spent with you was the movie thing at Vivo and the public speaking course.Conclusion, your ability to be serious and fun at the correct timings are really one skill I don't have and I really have to learn.

Last one.. Shermaine-  Who ask you live so near me. Nearly all my stories I tell you liao. Even my 处女 cry in 2010 infront of other ppl also give you liao. I feel so weak now. I feel guilty for infecting you with my way of walking (seriously, dun continue walking like me.try to change.very guai de)  sorry for infecting you with my crazy attitude (maybe you already quite hyper.only that you don't show it out. or should I say I opened the door of being hyper outside) sorry for abandoning you because of my PB/AVA commitments. Most memorable event with you. Obviously GESS Camp 2011. Walking 6.5km with me, kaciao 1B ppl, doing embarrassing stuff infront of public/juniors. Being hyper is good. But don't over do it. :) Still, I'm guilty when you are even "hyper-er" than me, when you suddenly crack cold jokes. But thank you for your ears.

Think i wrote ALOT. so its 12.42am now. Happy CNY

今天是2010年的最后一天。我就在此天挑战自己，用华文来写博客。


        2010年过得真快。不知不觉地....我们已经踩到人生路上2010年的最后一块砖头。今年过得真快。非常快。今年做了很多傻事，好事，坏事，让人快乐的事。记得我在8月9日，国庆日，第一次在现场看见了张芸京.记得我那时的感受是“脚好酸哦。”在IMM的了阿京3个小时。小京钢才出现但她向大家我好的那一瞬间，全身的疲倦和酸痛的没了。当我离京京的距离少过15厘米时，平时静不下来的我定时变成了哑巴。一句话也说不出口。京爷对我说“你好”时，我的心像少女班一样溶化了（你可能觉得很跨张，但我说的是真的）我还记得我因为小京握了我的左手，24小时没洗手。从那天开始，我的的确确中了“京毒”现在，我看见有关京爷的消息，我就会high起来。猴high3!(京京的发明)

      希望在明年，能继续患上“京毒”！！！祝那位永远不在镜头前隐藏自己的情绪，感情的无敌小京钢永远快乐。继续她那套人生哲学。“绝美酷帅” 加油加油！！！

Didn't blog for quite sometime.I apologize for my lazyness.
Veronica (Kyaw), Veron. I've never forgotten about you!You are one of my deepest memory in P6.Sorry for not visiting your blog often and i don't have time to relink you.Will do when i have the time.

Suddenly started blogging coz i cant stand it anymore.If i don't let it out.I'll really become 疯子 (madman) Have been quarreling with mother over the past 4/5/6 days over something.I dun wanna write it here coz the person has my blog URL.I'm really feeling that my mum and I are falling apart.Every time we quarrel,its like the wall had a big,thick nail hammered to it.And now the wall has to many nails,its starting to crack.Just like my relationship with my mum.Getting sour-er each day.Less than 5 sentence,will start to bicker.I tried giving in.I did.But givng in each time,makes my temper worst.Its snowballing.Getting bigger and bigger.I didn't want this to happen.I really didn't.I just don't have the patience to tolerate.Sometimes i feel like running away.But im unable to.When i run to a certain distance,something will hold me back.I feel so helpless sometimes.I dont wanna stay at home now.I wanna be away from my mother.I need to cool down.I just have to.

been delaying my spare time to blog.sorry about that.im more on tweeting now coz it saves time.but im not gonna neglect my blog.but its just that i have time to online.but the temptations often keep me away from blogger.com. although its the 2nd week of the hols... but i go back sch for like more than half of the days.for PB.yesterday was like the most tiring time i went back to sch.had to bring PE,Uni,Tie to sch for PHOTOSHOOT (unbelievable right?i this type of 人 also kena choosen to be "model" for GESS 2010 magazine. i asked the cher why choose me she say "we only selected the photogenic ones" normally i take photos of ppl.yesterday i was in front of the lenses).had to report to sch in uni.but you know me lah.SIBEI hate wear skirt de.So wore my carnival tee to sch then go sch change.I was like sibei lucky to bring along my carnival tee.coz i was supposed to pose in my pe attire.then cher say carnival tee also can.the photoshoot was a loooong wait.we brought like 3 or more clothes to change.in the end 1 person only pose with 1 attire.actually i was the one who kena the jumping in uniform de.then huda took my place (sibei heng) but later i felt huda's pose was easier.jump only.mine was like got 6 ppl.all nid to stretch out then must smile,still cant block our faces.you wanna know how i look?wait till the magazine is published. :D

alot things happened.coz this post is like damn long now.so i'll just make it in bullet like form.

1. I bought a hairband!!! (yeap)
2. I fulfilled around half? of my wishes for my holiday mission
3.I went to JB (jurong birdpark) to take photos = photog training
4.Went to TP Railway Station AGAIN!
5.After soooooooo long.... finally 熬夜 again! long time never midnight online play com le.was fun.

well.... i 赎罪 by blogging again le.a big thank you to loyal blog viewers. and a "tsk tsk tsk" *fingers moving* (copied from 1ELMO 2010) to all those viewers who gave up supporting my dead blog. thats all for today.

last thing. ZYJ ROCKS TO THE VERY MAX!!!! 

1030 你宣告了 不再联络 这一天 曾经只爱你的我对自己说 你飞吧 原本你就该是一个玩世不恭的小王子 为什么要面对这改不了结局的爱情选项 从此不去理会真心的模样到底正不正 也彻底地忘掉你是唯一的幸福预兆 好了 坏了 都不过是简讯里善变的符号 让我照顾你的告白 随着黑裙子 在风中痛快地燃烧 

 这写得 太好了。 @沙漠蝎子在垦丁 

thank you for your wonderful brain. =)

Prepared this post 8hrs ago to save time.

Today is the day ZHANGYUNJING 张芸京 IS COMING TO SINGAPORE！！！！！！！！！！！！

The next para is my thoughts to ZYJ.

ZYJ... Although i cant be in SG watching you LIVE. But i'll find a way to watch your performance. By hook or by crook. I cant be in time to go to your 签唱会， but i'll root for you ALL THE WAY!!!!

阿京加油！！！！！

I told myself i die die today also must blog. It's been 16 days since i blogged. I'll blog about my past 16 days in short then later at 4am++ wake up and blog about ZYJ's arrival for the HIT Awards tomorrow.
Quite a number of things happened. Deepavali Cele,Grad Day,Photog Course,Amazing Race,SG River Trip,TP Railway Station Trip etc.

Deepavali part can skip.Grad Day can skip.Photog course.... nvr learn much coz most stuff I already know le.Mainly learnt on Goggle Picasa(editing software).  Amazing race was okay.It could be better if the goondu who gave the groupings divided the class in terms of reg no.My grp had the most no of "unwanted ppl" Including the CP. Lucky got Shermaine to make it better. Only thing i gained frm the Amazing Race was darker skin and alot of laughs.Was sooooooooooooo paiseh when the CP go crazy and jump around with Khim (we bumped into her @ Sentosa) in public. Was imitating how a chicken sounds like and pranking Shelly at the photog lesson.

Got back my report book on tuesday. 3A,5B,1C. Got 33 in lvl. 9 in class. Dropped abit. Dun really wanna talk about it. Still moodless coz of ZYJ :((((

Well... only thing i can say is that im in the midst of creating something on th web. Keep a lookout for it. In the mean time.... check out my photos i took at the TP Railway station. Its in the order of the edited ver of the pic taken then the original. Please give comments or like the photos. Comments are really appreciated. TYVM

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