2nd Feb 2011. 020211. 174th post. New year's eve. January passed by soooooooooo quickly.  First day of school, CCA orientation, Public Speaking Course, GESS Camp 2011 Sec 1s, E-learning, WeiJie(Chong), Shelly, Haomin, Kerry, Lili etc de birthdays pass by le. This month was full of ups and downs, lefts and rights, happiness and sadness, joy and despair, fun and obstacles. Overall, this month was 80% fun. Memorable events like CCA Orientation, GESS Camp and today's late for school incident are all part of my Jan 2011 experience.

As for my results, few weeks ago got a overall result slip. L1B5 was 14. Just right hit target. But after being AVA crew, usher, attending courses and all. I realised maybe Angie Lee Anqi isn't that good at multi-tasking anymore? I began to discover the original me. The me that cant handle stress well and the me that is always in a dilemma, the me that's always trying to act strong by taking on extra roles when I cant manage my own. I'm getting less sleep. Waking up late. Getting lesser time to revise for my tests. Getting bad grades for my tests.

But if I back out now. Many of my past "dreams" will be crushed. Temporarily now, I've decided to do more work by hopefully, being able to do my own revision. Even at the cost of losing sleep. I remember I used to laugh at Mavis' eyebags. But I can understand how it feels like le.

Ok. Enough of emo statements le. PB camp taught me "two thanks, one sorry" I'll spend the rest my time writing to those people who I think I should write to here.  Im not being bias by writing whoever's name here first. Its just that I have the most to say to him/her.

Huda- HUDADADADADA.... I wanna say THANK YOU first. For the past 1yr ++ you have been my best partner in "crime" and maybe one of my best listeners. Yesterday,when Luyao and the rest were discussing about the class tee part. I wanted to join in to help you. But I backed out. Because I didn't have the "guts" I didn't have the courage because I was afraid I'll meet with history again. Afraid that I'll mess up again. Thank you for your personality. The "righteous" personality that will say words that really hurt people. But also words that can really slap one awake. Thank you for your random words/jokes. Sorry for being over bossy, harsh, direct, hot headed at times. I know its my weakness. But its tough to change. I'll try. I'll really try.

Luyao-I remember the first time I saw you. My first impression was "wah.dajieda. cannot kaciao her.later gg liao"  But after covering events with you,joked with you,did funny stuff with you,communicated with you, I realised you are one fine example of "never judge a book by its cover" I never saw your "leadership" side (although im not really worthy to say anything about leadership.im a turtle myself) but yesterday,after seeing what you did to get the class tee done, my mind was like "wow.luyao hid her powers really well.peifu peifu." you don't like the three letter "O" word, so I'll use eat more rice than us.

Kerry- My "naggy fillet o fish+milo" xiaojie. First things first.Why your brain react soooo fast even if trouble arrives? But don't take it seriously. I'm just praising you in another way so I'll feel better.You're not naggy. Its just that you have more "common sense" so you'll tend to share them with us? Your "knowledge" that you share with us work most of the time. Like the honey milk tea to help sore throat. This method works. And I think its been around eight months since you told me that? But thank you for your tolerance. Which is awfully high. One more thing. Eat more ah! So skinny. Later SG got typhoon. You kena blown away then you know.Just joking. XP

Lijun- Emo Gugu....  I salute you for your ability to stay quiet. I think even if a fire breaks out or even if the sky is falling, I don't think you'll scream. Everytime I kaciao you. Your expression will still remain the same. But thank you for cheering me up indirectly. Your cuteness sometimes really makes me smile at times. One last thing. Talk more! I know you have alot of words to say.

MengDie- MaJie.... Sometimes your huachi scares me. But you have a unique personality. Although you are abit "kiasu" so you tend to call me and ask alooot of questions when its related to PB. And the most recent event I spent with you was the movie thing at Vivo and the public speaking course.Conclusion, your ability to be serious and fun at the correct timings are really one skill I don't have and I really have to learn.

Last one.. Shermaine-  Who ask you live so near me. Nearly all my stories I tell you liao. Even my 处女 cry in 2010 infront of other ppl also give you liao. I feel so weak now. I feel guilty for infecting you with my way of walking (seriously, dun continue walking like me.try to change.very guai de)  sorry for infecting you with my crazy attitude (maybe you already quite hyper.only that you don't show it out. or should I say I opened the door of being hyper outside) sorry for abandoning you because of my PB/AVA commitments. Most memorable event with you. Obviously GESS Camp 2011. Walking 6.5km with me, kaciao 1B ppl, doing embarrassing stuff infront of public/juniors. Being hyper is good. But don't over do it. :) Still, I'm guilty when you are even "hyper-er" than me, when you suddenly crack cold jokes. But thank you for your ears.

Think i wrote ALOT. so its 12.42am now. Happy CNY